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Tuesday, February 5, 2008
Written at: 7:09 PM

10 days later….

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I feel dizzy… where am I? It’s so white… am I in heaven?


She is unconscious once again.

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I still don’t believe I shot her. Please wake up, I can never forgive myself if you don’t wake up.

“Open the beep door. I need to see her. I need to tell her something! I need to see her. Let me go see her!”

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Why did I let her push me out of the way?


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Earlier, when she was carried to the hospital:


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"If she can’t wake in 10 days, on that night, will be her last night. Please, don’t keep your hopes up."

The doctor could always be wrong...

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Back to the 10th day


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The mother was still crying, father is not paying attention to anything.

Raymond hasn’t been outside in the last 10 days.

The boy is in jail and still wants to see her….

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RING

The mother, father, and Raymond all received a phone call from the hospital.

“Your daughter/girlfriend is in the state of danger right now. To survive or not, it depends now. The doctor still says to not keep your hopes high…”

Raymond thought, “How long haven’t I shaved?”....

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Beep Beep Beep

The monitor… her heartbeat… wake up Boa!

Raymond was getting really worried and so were her parents.

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Please, let her be okay. Let me stay in jail forever if only she can wake up…. Please, let her be okay… I rather shoot myself then her….

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She slowly regains consciousness

Raymond is okay, Mom and Dad are crying, but he… where is he? Where am I? My head is hurting… Oh, now I remember…

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Goes back to the day she got shot

I need to push Raymond away. I will take the shot, I can’t let Raymond get hurt.. NO!


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Back to present day


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I was shot. I was shot by Danson. Yeah, that was it. Am I in the hospital? I want to go to sleep. I’m too tired. I’ll wake up tomorrow and tell them I’m ok… tomorrow~


She didn’t know that if she didn’t wake up now, she can be claimed dead…

Why is her heartbeat slowing down? Get faster!

“Wake up! Boa! I know, I will hold her hand, squeeze it until she wakes up.”

Why is Raymond holding me so tight? I want to sleep…


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"Her eyes are flickering. Nurse, get her to the emergency room! Hurry!"

Please be okay… I will stay by your side…always~


The bed is rolling, closer and closer to the emergency room… The doors open and the bed is inside. Raymond is stuck outside with Boa’s parents…. The emergency room light is on, brighter than ever….

Danson, being in jail, heard the guards outside talking.

“Hey, did you know? That girl that he shot. She was taken to the emergency room. A phone call came just now. You think she can survive that shot?...”

She was taken to the emergency room… Let her overcome it! I can stay in jail forever, just let her be okay…

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Hours and hours passed…

These 4 people are worrying still, and praying for her to overcome this stage. Slowly, they watched the clock as 5 hours passed…. more slowly… the emergency room light went off….

Raymond and Boa’s parents rushed to the door, the doors slowly opening and…

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Beep….. beep…... beep…..

"Her heart is going just fine but her health is weak so I would like to inform all of you not to surprise her or tell her anything that would raise her blood pressure. This year, the hospital doesn’t have enough blood to supply her so she will have to wait a bit longer to have new blood injected into her body.

She’s okay… Let me go home and take a shower… Let me be clean when I see her…

Everyone that was worried about her, friends and family, were finally relaxed. They were glad that she has returned somewhat normal~

The news had even traveled all the way to the jail house that Danson was in.

He was glad… he was relaxed and released of guilt. He had decided to go.. go happily...

"You are now allowed to go in. Please put on these coats and masks first."

"Hi, sweetie. Are you hungry or anything?"

"How are you, Boa?" Raymond says as he takes hold of her hand.

"Are you tired? Answer me please?"

Boa tried to tell them something but all that came out was… “cuh eh i er?”....

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"Someone come over here! He looks like he’s fainted!”

People started rushing into Danson's jailroom. They found a fruit knife next to his right hand. How did it get there?

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She fell unconscious again.

”Boa, are you okay? Doctor! She fainted again!”

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The events happened very slowly and things started to go wrong…

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1 year later

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Danson Tang's grave
R.I.P.
Have lived happy years of his life
Died in prison

Boa puts flowers down

”Danson, thank you for all your love and now I know how dangerous love can be to me… I'm marrying Raymond next year. I invited you. You have changed and I still remember your last words."

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1/2 year before

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”Boa, do you think that I can get better? I’m still sick in bed.”

“Of course. I’m in a wheelchair already so you’ll get better.”

”Boa, can you promise me something, if I don’t live?”

Boa's eyes started to water.

“Sure, whatever you want.”

“Can you just place flowers of your liking on my grave on my birthday? I love you. You were the only one that understood me and accepted me.”

“Can you?"

”Danson.. yes."

“Can you give me a kiss, too? It’s almost midnight…”

His voice gets weaker.

“Please, Boa. Give me my final kiss…”

He slowly slips from consciousness...

Boa gently kisses his lips as he slowly leaves the human world…

Boa's tears slowly starts flowing in the glow of the moon, glistening.



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FAITH

My music is my life
For you, for you, smile
Because our hearts will link together
My life is wonderful
Forever, forever

` Hero & Micky, COLORS ~ MELODY AND HARMONY

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I believe in my five east-rising Gods.
Always keep the faith.

DBSK


KIM JAEJOONG
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JUNG YUNHO
Stage Name: U-Know


PARK YOOCHUN
Stage Name: Micky


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Stage Name: Xiah


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Stage Name: Max

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